posting out soon...

changing for the best of me?

well next week 11th of march, i am going to be post out of SOA..quite sad actually esp had spent 3 mths in SOA. The people, fun and the life in there. Ah and the disturbing of the monkeys too! hAha!~!
Anyway all the tests finish already!! no more!!! at last..the stressessss, the late nights, the early slp but waking up at 3am + to study!!no more! But only last for 1 wk...after posting to the depots, i know it will be another new life, another start of work! Hope it will be fine and good at wherever depot i will be posted to!
For the last few weeks, my heart was being flipped around. After being suffered by heart pains, aches and confusion, i guess i have to admit its over. Getting over it i wish i can..its so hurtful, pain. Amen

posting out soon..

well next week 11th of march, i am going to be post out of SOA..quite sad actually esp had spent 3 mths in SOA. The people, fun and the life in there. Ah and the disturbing of the monkeys too! hAha!~!Anyway all the tests finish already!! no more!!! at last..the stressessss, the late nights, the early slp but waking up at 3am + to study!!no more! But only last for 1 wk...after posting to the depots, i know it will be another new life, another start of work! Hope it will be fine and good at wherever depot i will be posted to!
For the last few weeks, my heart was being flipped around. After being suffered by heart pains, aches and confusion, i guess i have to admit its over. Hate the process i am going though now, its unbearable, unimaginable pain in my poor heart.I can actually felt the pain. I wish i can suffer no more and go ahead of my life in this instant but i know its impossible. I have to get over it..yes i have to! Amen
Now, i do not understand why things ended up like this, when i thought about it. I felt shit, sad and torn..i wish things were better during the ending.